Do you know that I've re-watched the variety show which FT Island met and played games with KARA for more than 5 times? Though I didn't express it, I admit that I was heart broken was I saw Nicole and you... Although I understand that it's for the show, I just couldn't seem to enjoy it. Even though how much I wish to skip the parts showing Nicole and you behaving so intimidatingly, I also couldn't resist how much I hope to see your smile... So when I watched it, my heart aches and I smiled at the same time. It's absurd right? hahas. Yeah, I think so.

And, when I know that you would like to meet and have a chat with Sandara Park, I was happy for you that you've found someone similar to your ideal half. But at the same time, I couldn't help it to feel sad that the typer of girls you like is a far-fetched from me... At that time, my heart hardened and seemed to disappear for a week. In that week, I was numbed from all feelings... I couldn't feel happy, sad or angry at all... Even though how much I force myself to smile, I couldn't even maintain it... It seems like I couldn't control my muscles - they seem to have taken a break. hahas.

You know, ever since I knew that you like chicken, I've like chicken ever more. :)

Hahas, and when I stumbled that in an FT Island fan-meeet, you were chosen to be the most perfect boyfriend out of all the FT guys, I was all smiles. :)

And yeah, I would like you to know that it's not wrong to give it all when you love. It's not wrong to love a person so much. Sometimes, the only wrong thing is the person u love. I've got a million reasons to leave, but only one that's making me stay. You.

 Hahas, that all I'm gonna share with you for now! :)

Saranghaeyo Min Hwan sunbae!!!

K-Pop fighting!!!